hello wall

watched the dogtown documentary tonight, it was excellent and like sticking needles under my fingernails. i thought why am i punishing myself like this. every minute echoing his words images mannerisms themes. i don't even know who i'm missing anymore.

i wonder how one finds peace in a life like this.

all i really want now is to be somewhere else. new york, anywhere.
to wander less familiar streets.
to be anonymous.