the predictable valentine's day post

over sushi dinner with a friend tonight it occurred to me that the people who spend the most time talking about how great their relationships are...are often the people who are in the least satisfying relationships. i suppose i was thinking of this because of the company, and because of the time of year.

it seems senseless to pretend that february 14 is just another day; obviously it is more loaded than that. especially with memories of last year sleeping with someone next to me. with him next to me. i have rarely been single on v.day and when i have it's been spent with good friends. tomorrow i think that i just want to stay at home with my new music and fold some origami stars or something.

i'm not really sad though.
i'm not really anything.