careful what you wish

just when i stopped shaking from the berkeley news

i got into cornell.
with a five year funding package.
and they want to pay for me to go out to their open house next month.
which is on the same dates as berkeley's open house.

i never expected to feel torn about this.

it's stupid to be drawn to a school partly 'cause it has the ivy league cachet.
isn't it?

i know this is a good problem to have but right now i'm a bit terrified.