inventory part two

another flaw: if i want something and get it, i am terribly likely to second-guess the wanting. not because the thing changes, but because having it makes it somehow less compelling. did i really want that? i don't know, maybe i didn't really want it as much as i thought i wanted it.

but if i don't get it, then i am eternally convinced that i wanted it more than anyone ever wanted anything, in the entire history of the universe.

also maybe i'm a little overly analytical.
(internet: "you don't say...")