8.02.2005

turn off the lights and shake your hips...


i am totally cranky today. i think it's because i have a crush on this guy..and i really don't want to. i'm getting over someone and it seems like the "right" thing to do (whatever that means) is just space out and not sink myself into something/one else right away. but still, the crush is there. and i was thinking about it the other day and i thought the thing with relationships...if you're not getting hurt, you're probably hurting the other person.

so of course i handled my mood sensibly by being crabby AT the dude i like. then he said "i think i'm getting on all of amy's nerves today" and i felt bad so i got on the bus and went home.

also i have to write this paper tonight and all i want to do is get fucked up on bourbon and william carlos williams or some shit like that.

i'm obsessed with the unicorns record "who will cut our hair when we're gone?" lately. it's so great, spastic and weird and lo-fi sunshine honeylove dripping down your ear canals.

turn off the lights and shake your hips
let's make like a couplet, like two pairs of lips